thoughts
Really in my feelings tonight. For the last 6 months I’ve waited for the end, but now that it’s here, I am absolutely terrified. Today I had my last piano recital of my life. Although it was far from successful, I was truly sad. I deleted your number and text messages from my phone today. I hope I never hear from or of you again, you immature and conceited child. Sometimes I question my own thoughts and motives. I’ve pushed everyone in my life away and ended/destroyed every relationship I’ve ever had. For better or for worse. I pray that my mother’s declining health will get better soon. I have the world in my hands, yet I feel like I have nothing and no one. Emotionally unstable. End 3:17 AM.
#np Always On My Mind- Michael Bublé
